Timing

This whole week has been a reminder of why I want to be a blogger. For myself. As a journal of the things that go in in my life. However, whenever I sit down, I draw a blank. I forget about all that inspired me this week. I feel like there were a lot of breakthroughs this week though. Chris brought up that he was getting old, that in five years he is going to be thirty. Because of everything we will have done by then, I don't feel like that is old at all. In the next five years we will be parents, homeowners, a graduate. Soon-to-be hubby and I talked more about when we want to start a family of our own. I know it's different for everyone, from being able to conceive easily to trying for months. Without knowing how it will turn out, we did pretty much decide though that we would like a family right away if possible. That means in the next five years I could be a mommy to two. It's such an exciting thought and I can't wait. I already can't wait to be pregnant and to feel a new life inside of me each day. I can't wait to see Christopher with our child. He is the best. He will be wrapped around a little girls finger, and a best friend to a little boy.

Each day I yearn to be with him. This long-distance thing is a killer let me tell ya. But I know it draws us closer as well. When we are together, there is no where else we would rather be. It makes me appreciate him a lot more, that he already works so hard for us and is making sacrifices. I know that I need to finish school and now is the best opportunity for that. The sacrifices we are making now will bless us in the future. But I am also excited to be married, to move in, and to not have to leave his side anymore. (At least over the course of the summer.) I don't know what will happen after that and that it will be hard, but we are strong and can make it through one last semester if we have to.